My name is Antje Gerstmann. I am 48 years young and the mother of 4 wonderful, self-learning children. Very early in my life, I began working after school and I loved the feeling of freedom and independence this brought. Freedom (inner and outer) is one of my most important values for me. Therefore, after the normal school route, training and some experience as an employee, I quickly felt that self-employment was the only option for me.

In my early 20s I opened my first fashion store, just like that and without thinking too much about it. I quit my secure and stable job, gave up my company car and started cycling again; I was FREE. Without financial security, I followed my heart and jumped in at the deep end. Sales flowed from day one and I had significantly more money than ever before. And yes, for me, financial abundance is also part of this earthly life - I enjoy living in financial independence much more. It corresponds to our true nature, which knows no lack.

When we follow our hearts and listen to our intuition, we are guided and deeply protected by our higher self, we allow our consciousness to lead this incarnation and not our programs. While running my shop, I loved being able to live in my creativity like a child again. From the decoration to the individual styling, I did everything myself in my business and it felt like "playing". Every creative impulse could be born immediately and as I know now, I was in constant flow and therefor in a very high frequency wich created more and more money in a very innocent way. I wasn’t working crazy hours, actually I “worked” not more than 6 hours a day, 4 days a week and had a lot of fun, so I call it playing.. The women who came to me loved it; with individual styling, they felt seen and valued, and were able to immerse themselves in this fairytale world that I created for them without even realizing.

At the time, I was completely unaware of the depth of this. It is simply part of my essence and flows out of me naturally. At some point, the shining eyes and the radiance of the women made me realize that this is probably one of my talents. It was a great honor for me and the way the women perceived themselves after our work together touched me deeply. They truly found themselves beautiful, often for the first time in their lives. I have offered them a sacred space to be, because I was in that space myself. We cannot truly “give”, what we not truly embody.

When my third child was born, I sold my business and devoted myself to being a mother for many years.. With the birth of a child, everything changes, and for me the greatest gift we can give our children is our own healing from false and deep rooted programs we carry in us. In this way, we break the cycle of inherited injuries from our ancestors and can be the parent we really are in our hearts - unconditionally loving, truthful and free from conditioning, living out of what we truly are.

The gift of healing presented itself to me immediately after the birth of my 4th child. The dark night of the soul ‘visited’ me (to put it mildly) - for a long time it didn't feel like a gift at all. From then on, nothing was the same. My life was divided into a ‘before’ and an ‘after’.

Since the age of 16, I have been interested in metaphysical concepts, reading spiritual books learned new skills about self mastery etc. . Who am I truly and why am I here in this body was the main question in my life since I was a toddler.  I always felt like a unicorn, feeling everything differently than the way people expected me to. This was very confusing for me as a child, having the adults say one thing and the energy inside me vibrate completely differently. I couldn’t escape this feeling - not at home, in kindergarten, at school, etc.

I have attended many courses on my journey over these years. I have gained degrees and had wonderful coaches; everyday I journey further and deeper into my own essence. The abilities I discovered on my own Hero´s journey have revealed themselves to me all over, simply by removing the things that don’t belong to me, rather then adding more false stuff on top of it. They now empower me to support others on their path. I have stood in the fire and been burned, over and over again. No emotional state is foreign to me. Imagine the phoenix rising from the ashes, the old burned and the new born; that is how I experience the process of the path back to our true nature.